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This weekend I'm going to be doing my first con. Buying stock has been a little stressful, I doubt I'm going to break even this time, but I'm hoping this is a step towards an income.

If anyone's at Leicester Comic Con this Sunday come find me. It's been a rough couple of months, I turned 28 seven days ago and it was a reminder of how isolated I currently am, but I suppose that's more motivation to get out there and get my visa sorted.

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May 2023

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It's been a while since I've done any art, I've been a little overwhelmed with life and am working on pushing through it.

It's coming up to the one year anniversary of my father's death, it's something I've been avoiding facing but hopefully I'll be able to get bereavement therapy soon. I'm struggling with living on my own but I'm going to keep pushing to build up my independance.


I've managed to get tickets for both the Busted Reunion Tour and Sonic Symphony which are coming up in September. My dates are three days apart so after the Busted show in Nottingham, I'll be going straight down to London to see the Symphony. It's nice to have a couple things to look forward to, I don't remember the last time I even saw live music.

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January 2023

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I've been so insanely busy, I'm currently in supported living and have had to get a lot of things sorted out. I've been far too tired to really focus on any art.


Next month I'll be visiting my fiancé in the states, and won't be able to bring my tablet as I'm only travelling with a carry on. I likely won't be posting until at least late February.


Thanks for reading!

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December 2022

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It's been a while since I've posted an update, but as the looming threat of homelessness stares me down, I feel as though now is as good a time as ever.


I have ten days to find somewhere to live before I have to resort to couch surfing. Although that's a better option than the streets, it's certainly not ideal for me. I've been working with the council to help find a place for months, but so far I've had no luck.


It feels as if, since my father's death, that I have no one left on my side. I have no one left who'll accept me for who I am. I'm more alone than I've ever felt.


I am, as usual, taking refuge in the world of Sonic the Hedgehog. He really was my first love, and I'm sure he'll be my last. Frontiers has helped me hold it together, as Forces did. Sonic's words are so sincere, it almost feels as though he's speaking directly to my current situation.


Of course, I'm 27 now. People see my love of Sonic as ridiculous, just as they did when he came into my life nineteen years ago. I've heard it all before, but it still hurts.


Here's hoping I'll get through this one.

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September 2022

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Today had been excruciatingly long. I'm still struggling with my father's death, and on top of that have been feeling very under the weather.


My external hard drive has stopped working. It contains all of my artwork as well as CSP. I won't be able to work on anything until I get it fixed if find a replacement. If I can't repair it, I won't be able to access any of my art or works in progress.


Other than that, I don't have much else to update on. Thanks for reading.

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